I remember not that long ago, in a Saturday kind of full moon, finishing my charity work then just relax with a cup of tea over the hills of Hebrides. An enormous type of moon – more like the size of your forever waxed record – well at least when you place it in the sky – aroused behind my eyes.
WOW..Look at such MOON. I said to my self. And a memory sparked from some conscious’ed distance.
They say – Matter turns conscious when moon is that close. The greatest thinkers of all time use to write in long sitings on – such moons. Such as the Artist would write its greatest tale in the form of – a mighty midi story or in the form of – arranging their wicked records – to complete a tale of sounds.
That was me – wondering – and thinking which kind of mighty sounds.
Then I realise that – Matter is our universe of consciousness and that’s how matter becomes Imagination from mind and spirit to your creative sounds. Could that be the secret to the electronic sounds? Consciousness at – its final journey – arriving in the form of – midi sounds.
The one who thinks such – a mathematical of sounds – are usually Mad, yet they come in a form of – hard think’ed wax – played at the speed of sounds, backed by the pitch, screamed by a Binaural Queen, experienced by the brain, layed by – words of man.
I gently lay my back on this hard wood chair, pull out a cigarette, fire it – and softly blowing – a drama of smoke. The moon just went out.
A feeling like – The Gathering Weekend, in Japan – just sequenced my mind. Such great times, I remember first time visit to this Psy Trance festival, somewhere in 2002, then 2003 and next year and next year. Then I lost the connection. And the moon just appeared.
This time, a wow – like type of moon, and this time was even bigger. Was it my smoke – fault? or just my universe seeing it self.
I pulled out my phone, and sent a message to Kraviz, wondering if her eyes are an extension of universe seeing itself. But universe itself could be – conscience, same like the universe sees itself as universal mind.
How’s one supposed to answer this? I leave this question at one ‘Binaural Queen’. Which queen? She comes in the words of sounds.
They say ‘binaural beats activates specific systems within the brain.
Your eyes are an extension of the universe seeing itself. Matter could possibly turn conscious at times. And I pulled out another blow of drama. This time, the smoke itself, sequenced another drama.
To be wronged is nothing, unless you continue to remember, I tell my self – At Times.
But the night time slowly passed through a moon like – coloured glass in this smoke of drama. I wish you could see this. Lights coming up.. I have never seen a painting that captures the beauty of a spacer woman across a sunrise from the very ocean …aroused at exactly 5am. Oh my…
If I could find a truly original idea, It is the only way I will ever distinguish myself from the masses of people doing exactly what I do. It is the only way I will ever create what matters. And I have the brilliant idea of letting the audience see the world through my eyes. Wile helping the other Artists in the Industry at the same time. The audience seeing the world through their eyes as well. Giving something back, is my purpose. But – unfortunately the world how it is this days, full of automated behaviour resulting distorted decisions – At Times. And so my secret sauce is patience wile sharping a tremendous skill, and daily – giving something back in the form of what I do best, then slowly, build my own scene…wile still giving a tip to my fellow colleagues – in the Industry, because I love helping and I love giving, and nothing is by accident. My aim is to be remembered for the man I am. A gentlemen. A ‘Forever Worthy Of Trust And Confidence’ and nothing else I expect back. Wile gratitude is my only clock.
And so, I blew another smoke from this cigarette of drama..wile letting the mind be free. The moon went out again.
I remember once and a wile ago – someone asked me ‘What is it means to be positive with everyone’ Well, I can tell you this, In a world full of Narcissists that comes in the hard flex form of ‘I am cool and You are not’ we mostly live – unfortunately, you can win at one thing and this – thing, I always tell to my self as – the one thing to be – my thing ‘Is nice to be important, but is also important to be nice’ and this can also be your thing.
Sometimes I whisper to my self ‘If I will ever be important – one day, I am going to be nice with people. Because being nice and kind, is the easiest thing we can do. Compared to be an a*hole to people like others..pretty much do it…unconsciously..kinda.
And if I will ever have an opportunity to make somebody’s day, I will not hesitate to do so.